I've been happy for the past three days and this is what it has been consisting of: radiohead, yoga, and cute texts from this boy who is 2 years younger than me. But i just feel so good though, like when i try to think about my friends in orlando or when my family bugs me, my anger doesnt stay for a long time, it goes away in a few minutes. I just feel so good inside and out. Yoga has made me really happy, I'm obsessed with it, i'll read books and look at videos on youtube. I've been going to this studio in wellington MOKSHA YOGA STUDIO, and it's fantastic. I've had two private lessons and tonight was my first class with other students. It's so exhilarating being in the poses and really pushing myself and just letting myself go. I feel really comfortable in my skin there and that makes me so happy, my hairy armpits show, my baby fat shows, but i dont care, i just care about doing the pose right and breathing and focusing. It's really wonderful, how this happened to me. I hope I never stop doing this. Radiohead, yup, the band that I never really listen to but really respected and enjoyed have been in my ears forever (well for the past three days) its just been a soothing music to complement my happy disposition. My younger admirer is a charmer and we met because of red bull and vodka in a gay club. I never thought i was going to like him, because i never worked or hung out with him before, but ever since that night i guess he just makes sense to be with. I like how he complements me and the way he looks at me. All these three things ( i guess minus radiohead i just like to listen to them lol), really make me feel good about myself. I've always been self conscious to the point that it runs my life, but yoga and him have really made feel better each and everyday. I hope this feeling doesnt go away, because i haven't felt like this in a long time. All i can thank is GOD, who has loved me forever and has always been there for me, I LOVE YOU GOD!