today was weird I just didn't as happy as I had been forcthe past few days- my mom just told be things that made me kind of sad I guess realization stuff I gay this free time I have bc it makes me think too much. I think  need to be patient with myself and my potential. I wish I could do yoga all day- I luke being in that state of concentration and peace. it feels like we just are in this bubble in yoga and when we get out of it the real world hits us with a stamp of reality and responsibility.