i miss him.. i miss peter.. when i talk to him i want to tell him i love him and that i will always love him but i CANT. i can't tell someone i love them if i shouldnt be with them. I feel inadequate and lonely. I have never felt like this in my whole life. Its like I can't be alone because I'll feel sad. I didn't expect to feel like this or have it turn out like this. I hope this will make me stronger or give me a better perspective. I miss myself.