I told him i loved him yesterday and today. I told someone other than my family and close friends that i love them. It's really hard for me to show emotions to anyone other than my family. And even when i was younger it was hard for me to say i love you to my family. I dont know why but it just always been like that. I guess I really value and appreciate and highly respect the act of love and even saying it. I really love peter and I have been thinking about it for a while, saying it. I know a lot of girls prob wait forever for "him" to say it first but i really wanted to tell him how much he means to me. He's been the best things thats happen to me this year with all thats gone on in my life. He makes me feel soo good about myself when I want to call myself negative things. Thank you God for brining him in my life :)