Sometimes its really hard to be happy in this life. The daily obligations that take hold of us. Sometimes we all just want to escape and live a new life, but we can't because of the choices we have made. We wonder will it ever be better? Will we ever be happy? Will we ever just be ourselves? Our families, friends and work have taken ahold of us. But what are we suppose to do?How can we live our lives today, when we've made mistakes in the past and are afraid to go forward. Who can we trust?

-i just get so sad sometimes. i know that peter is two years younger than me, but aren't i allowed to love someone. he takes care of me, loves every fat of me, and just treats me the way i wish everyone treated me. Is it so hard to just let me be happy instead of making fun of me. I wish i was on another island. just me and him.