my dad is such a jerk sometimes. My relatives in delray have told me that i have lost weight, and i have. I think I'm back at 133, but my goal is 130lbs. He was like you still are big, just your face is small. You still eat. He doesn't realize how those little things he says really hurt my feelings. It's like I tell myself Im fat all the time, and then him or my  mom saying it again. makes me feel really bad about myself even more. I wish I looked liked my sister. I'm crying now. I miss poopie, he always makes me feel better. I have my period which makes me more crazy you know. I was searching diet pills. i dont know i just wish people were more considerate.