So im at the point in my relationship with Peter where I'm trying to see where things are going. But when I think about us not being together it makes me sad. Why would he say that he couldn't do the triple date with us because he's not 21. Before he would be mad at me because i told him that i wish he was older and now he just makes me feel bad because he acts like i dont keep in consideration his feelings. I really love him, I really do, but you know how i am, i hate saying goodbye and i just leave without doing it. I've always been like that, but what happens now. Ugh i wish i didn't have these stupid thoughts, WHY DO I THINK SO MUCH? WHY AM I NOT CONTENT?